Friday, May 13th, 2005
Never Forgotten
Tomorrow would be the due date for the baby that I lost in October.
As much as I mourn that loss, I find myself having rather mixed emotions as the date approaches. I almost feel guilty for having any other emotion besides sadness and pain. I’m not dreading the day as much as I thought I would, perhaps I will be in for a surprise when intense and powerful emotions surface on the actual day.
To be totally honest, it would be easier to be absolutely sad if I was not pregnant yet. But I cannot stay in mourning when I have this growing new baby girl inside me to look forward to meeting. I know I am very fortunate in being able to move on and please know I am very thankful, but I will never forget the Baby I Never Met.
Rest in peace my sweet baby. Mama will always love you. Always.
on Friday, May 13th, 2005 at 3:22 am:
I’m sorry for the loss of your little one. My due date is on the 17th for my september miscarriage and I too have been feeling such sadness, which is complicated, due the rapidly expanding belly and all.
Hope you’re doing well. Best wishes.
on Friday, May 13th, 2005 at 4:56 am:
I’m sorry for your lost but I’m so lad that you are pregnant again. That will definitly make your due date less painful, though I know you will never forget, as I never will.
Hugs
on Friday, May 13th, 2005 at 7:57 am:
What was supposed to have been my due date passed about a month ago. It was on my mind in the weeks leading up to it but passed quietly on the actual day. Not to say it doesn’t still hurt. And I’ll never forget that baby…despite the joy I feel in my current pg.
Love won’t let us forget.
on Friday, May 13th, 2005 at 5:15 pm:
I’m sorry. I’ll be thinking of you.
on Monday, May 16th, 2005 at 5:03 pm:
{{{Hugs}}} my friend.